I have been away from DeviantArt for so long. In the time I have been away, I had work for 3 weeks and than fired. It was very hard on me. Spend most of the last two years in therapy, received the diagnosis PTSD. Lost my relationship of more than 8 years. So basically I had some rough times.
But now I am so much better. Lost about 25kg, exercise a lot more than I used to. Joined the gym to. I have a job now for 2,5 month.
And I want to post more of my works here to keep me motivated to create more art and to express myself.